Michelle Hernandez
I miss our friendship and the unconditional love no matter the time apart. I miss being able to tell you all my secrets and insecurities. I miss your crazy jokes and how I could tell you anything and knew it was always safe. You kept the deepest fears I had. If I could have one more day I would tell you how scared I am and have you attempt to fix things in your crazy but loving ways. I think in this life you are granted one person who’s an opposite that loves you for you. I miss how all I had to do was write or call and no matter who you were with they took a backseat to me and encouraging me to be a better person. I know people do not understand our relationship but that is okay because we understood the unbreakable bond we had. I am sorry I was not there sooner. I am angry because I lost a friend that never judged me but attempted to understand me. Thank you for protecting, caring, and for loving me to the best you knew how. I only wish you were here to see your grandchildren. I prayed for you for years and once you got it straight it was too late. I will always hold a place in my heart for you. There will always be a scar on my heart. I only wish you could have been given a change as a boy at a fair shot. I wish you could have understood your choices hurt so many. You left way too soon. I am sorry I had to teach you that hard way. But one thing I find peace in... is knowing you are building that house in heaven for all of your children. You are with your parents, Mary and many who were called home before and after you. I love you and one day we’ll laugh and see each other again. Keep watching over us all! Know you’re missed by us all. I pray you are at peace with choices I am making. Don’t forget me my dear friend and love! It’s another year coming up and you know I am acting out because it’s April. With Jesus I will make it through! Until next April and upcoming in November rest easy and know you are loved by us all. Your crazy wife in another life ♥️
